:'(

Saying u love someone to an actual someone is a big responsibility, and if someone love u, they'll made an effort to be in ur life ; for real. Hell yeah. I lost u. I lost my only hope. I'm sick. Losing u is like living in a world with nobody and no air. Youre the only one I wish I could live and die with, and though u break my heart youre still my only and my number one. I hate u for not taking good care of me. I'm not trying to be ego here, but this is what I feel now. It's hard for me to believe that ur not mine already, I feel like dying now for God's sake. I dont wanna to take breath without u. I ain't perfect. I'm not even a good person, but i'm tryin to be one. I would like to thanked u for giving me the gift, truly appreciate, I do. I'm sorry for all my mistakes. I can't be the best. I'm sorry because I cried infront of u and its fucking embarassing. You know that you never fail to inspire me. Those fights and tears happened made us weaker, not stronger. We'll never know how to work it out and this is the reason why we failed in this relationship ! *crying. I dont know how to move on. Help me. I can't be strong now, never. I'm all alone and I feel lonely without u now. Do remember this, I love u baby. I will always do. I am so fucked up for letting u go. I know there's no way for getting u back. These songs really show what I feel towards u now. Do listen to em ya :( Thank u Mohammad Nor Saiful for making me the happiest girl on this planet. I'm lucky that I used to be a part of ur life.