its always been him :')

He edited this while he was bored, and for me this is adorable. I could feel how much he loves me. Thank u baby :') to be honest, I will never walk away from him. My promise, this guy is my last. Eventhough I'm not his first, but I would love to be his last. You're definitely the best I have ever had. In sha Allah, for the next few years, u'll be mine and I'll be urs forever. Thank u for being so good to me. U mean so much to me.

forever him

beautiful him ;) I love him, I always do. without him, my life aint perfect. This time I swear to God he's the last one for me. Aint no other man except him. He brightens my days, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me happy, he makes me feel alive, he's my everything. Thank u baby. Appreciate it much ! Love yah till death tear us apart. Xx

True love

Haslam Faizul, I miss u okay ! I'm sorry for everything. I dont know what else should I do now. I miss us :'( I miss when u hold my hand, ur hug and ur everything ! I promise i will fix everything back to the way it was before. I wont let u go. I cant ! I trust u babe. I really do. I'll do anything as long as I can be with u forever. I do appreciate u a lot. I love u more than anything else ! I promise.

:')

YOU came, we loved, we dated, and now we acted like an enemy. Nahh. I miss us, I miss u ; my partner in crime. U used to be a part of me. U used to be my everything, we shared everything together. Hmph. I just wanna all back to the way it was before. I know, its hopeless. Forgive me, im trying to forget everything about us. Ive been crying all nights when i think of US. I was wearing ur sweather while I was reading ur text messages last night, even ur pictures :'( haih. No worries. I gotta move on. I'll be fine. I hope ull have someone better than me and hope she will love u right. Amin. Now, ur just one of my sweetest memories iv ever had :')

its still about him !

I became fucking depressed after a messy break-up. Shortly after everyone had been complimenting me on how well I was coping, I ground to a halt. I hardly ate anything. I'd burst into tears for no apparent reason. Most of the time, even during the day, while the sun streamed through the curtains, I stayed in bed but I couldn't sleep ! I couldn't even do anything instead I spent hours obsessing over the past. Life seemed incredibly bleak like there was nothing at all to look forward to. I wasn't suicidal, but I did think i'd be better off dead.

story time

we were happy, then we drifted apart. we broke up and it broke my heart. I still think about him and how happy he is. I wish I couldve taken all the stuff i said back. I miss him :'( hm but why am I the one who's still cryin ? he could never feel how i felt that day until it happens. he dont know pain. now im left with our sweet memories that are haunting me day and night while the love for him is killing me every second. I will always pray for ur happiness :)

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